ideas

another outcome of boredom..... ideas..... i realised wen a person is bored its d best tym to get d big ideass....

hmmmm nw comin to my ideas... welll lots of dem.... particualrly abt d events at coll.... to start off.... a million ideas abt d coll newsletter... den abt d students' forum.... also d mutual fund at coll....

abt d newsletter.... im excited.... she actually appreciated me.... though its coz she wantd me to wrk for her.... welll abt d wrk... its gonna b fun... its nt jus formal.... we r allowed to make it a lil informal... wher we can include stuff like poems... short stories... sketches... etc....

n cumin to d students' forum... well i actually dreamed abt d whole event.... i mean... wt events... hw to organize... all of it.... though i also dreamed dat ppl r makin fun of me.... as in y am i wrkin for d coll... being sincere etc...

well d idea of d mutual fund has been in our minds since..... d summer... d internship gave us a lot of time to think abt d whole thing... it gave us time to think hw being at coll can b made more fun... we came up wid ideas nt jus to pass time... bt also to make life at coll more fun...

i wanna do sooo much.... boredom leads to ideas.... ideas lead to want.... d want makes u wanna do it.... so .... JUST DO IT!!!

inspired

wow.... wt a day it was yesterday..!! i mean really it was gud.... i expectd nuthin i guess dats why it was fun...

d coll ppl had organized sum sort of trainin programme... for us alll.... unlike wt was expectd... it was entertainin..... n yes inspirin.... i realised hw important it is to b der.... der as in be seen... be known.... u knw... dey actually inspired me to rethink my future... wt i wanna be... wt i cud be... wts in store for me.... wt cud b in store for me...

all dese questions haunted me... my future haunted me until.... until.... we were given a nice long lecture by d director..... i mean all he likes to do is..... make fun of ppl..... or degrade dem.... i mean he keeps tellin us.... to be positive.... to think gud.... bt wen it comes to him... i don think he has ever appreciated nebody... atleast i hvnt seen it happenin...

bt as d day ended... i realised.... wts d problem if sum1 criticises... its all good... i mean wt harm can it do... it must all b taken positively... coz der is no other way than 2 b positive...

till today i feel d vibes.... d positivity frm yesterday lingers arnd even today...

im lovin every bit of feelin dis way...

till 2moro wen agn i'll hv lots of free tym!!! :)

d end is here

well yes... d end is here... my day at coll has jus ended... as i hav reached hme...

durin my wait for d final class at 4... i did alot of useful things i realized.... created dis blog... gt a book for myself and a friend from d library... (for once i went willingly into d library).... gt my txtbuks frm d coll... n yes finally did attend d final class on international finance....

as for d class it was a big waste... i mean she spoke abt random stuff... which even a 10th grade kid cud talk abt... did my assignment for dis tooo... bt yet... no appreciation.... i think at d end of my PGDM program i'll learn to live widout appreciation....

well i don wanna talk abt old stuff.... nice things happend later....

i was chosen to b d editor of my college newsletter.... :D (happiiee) .... also... d juniors.... spoke abt their experience wid d director... which was fun to discuss.... n yes on my way bak had nice conversations wid d juniors as well as a few of my batchmates... :)

on d whole.... even though i waited for d whole day... wid no company frm my frends... i think i did enjoy... as i found dat dis way... i can really really say wt i wanna say... widout being interrupted....

as of nw.. im jus lovin d noise dis old keyboard is makin while i type... :)

appreciation

welll..... nw dis is something.... everyone craves for....

its all abt being appreciated.... u attended class... u wanna b appreciated.... u finished a day widout any major obstacles.... u want to b appreciated.... i mean everythin... every damn thing needs to be appreciated.... im pretty sure even the thugs.... terrorists... need d appreciation frm their leaders... guides.... or anybody.....

2day.... i need sumbody to appreciate me for being in college d whole day.... nt cribbin abt anythin.... eating right.... doin d assignment.... wearin a chunni.... !! everythin.... i don think i'd do anythin widout being appreciated abt it.... as of nw... i'd probably do my assignments precisely for d next one week... bt if im nt appreciated or even acknowledged.... i will strt takin it lite!!....

LITE..... a wrd dat haunts dis generation.... i don knw if we cud survive widout dis wrd.... i mean it.... seriously.... wts wid dis wrd ppl??.... r we so careless nt carefree... i wud nt say dat we r carefree... we r careless.... i mean i must hav used dis wrd 2day abt a 100 times.... n probably heard it more than a million times....

im nt tryin to say dat we shud change.... dis is wt we are... we cant deny dat... bt being careless.... we can change dat... i don wanna sound all preachy... its jus wts goin on in my mind....

i don expect me to stop using d wrd... or stop wantin to b appreciated.... as we all knw.... dere is more hunger for love and appreciation than for food!!

my first post...

welcome.... welcome to d wrld wher nuthin happens.... its jus too simple to be... its BORING!! its like... the clocks tickin away... while i do nuthin....

i strtd dis blog nt for ppl to read bt jus to keep myself occupied... n if u read it... probably ur as bored as me...

well i sit here in coll... classs.... in d last row waitin for my class which strts at 4!! (its only 2 nw).... d wait seems endless..... i thot while waitin i cud do lots of productive things wt a manager/ management student expected to do... bt unfortunatelyyy all i hv done is logged into facebook... twitter and d likes.... atleast 5 times...

talkin abt wt i did d whole day... welll had one class in d mornin.... abt project appraisal... spoke sooo much abt d olympics... loved doin d background study abt it.... but alas... to deaf ears... she (prof.) dint care... n as for my peers... dey appreciate anythin dat is not intellectual!!

well expecting the next class to end on a high note so dat i can feel alive again....

i jus hope its worth d wait....